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transmission begin: "...I don't know... If someone can hear me and this transmission will ever reach my home planet... I just... My name is Ryka, I have been a typical mid-class guy ever since I remember myself. Shit... Something is scratching near there... Every... Everything I do is trying to hide. They had found me. I had thought these were the jokes, just the jokes, only.. *cries* Yes, dark, but jokes and nothing else. I still can't remember how I was abducted... There's like a loud noises in my head and no memories oh God... But they had been talking and screaming like.. sick.. sick dog-lovers. Later I got it that they actually were dog-lovers. They didn't say anything constructive and they just gave no arguments, only sick screams and swerwes that I'm a zoophile... They are so scary, I'm so afraid. They look like... Like these guys from The Hills Have Eyes or Wrong Turn... Or Khovansky. They are not prople... Not human race... But talk like we do but pretty strangely. Like if they had down syndrome. I'm so afraid... They are searching for me. I don't even know where am I. But this giant space station looks like... Kind of a dog shelter. It smells like shit there I swear. It feels like home but... DOGS. WHY DO THESE SCARY ALIENS KEEP HANGING PICTURES OF THEIR DOGS ON THE WALLS. Why... I remember... Even when they had come for me... They had been doing selfies with their pets and only then had remembered for what they had actually come. Why... Why they react so madly on jokes... It does not matter now. During the time I have been there I've learnt to survive. I'm still searching for normal food but all I can find is vegan stuff. I have no idea how do they eat this... But I have found the solution - I eat dog food that I find. Ohh... I know... That they hail one person. She's their queen and She does everything to find me. Her name is Emi Wolf II. They were saying that the first one had died long ago because of butthurt. All this is under Her reign. I think I know why is She looking for me... She wants me to think the way She thinks... She also has something for me... All these jokes about bestiality made her actually think that I'm a zoophile. Oh God why... I'm so afraid; She's got a deadly trick for me. If she will only find me - She will make me... Sign a petition against bestiality. I pray for this to never happen but... I'm losing faith. Save me. Please. Anybody's reading this... But all of this... Is not the main problem. These creatures... They had been torturing me... They had shown me the "Five" folder from FaustShikari's acc-t here on dA. My eyes were bleeding... Blood from my eyes had been pouring down on my naked feet. And they still hurt... But I'm better now. They know everything about me: where I live, what I eat, where I study, what do I masturbate for - EVERYTHING. And they also know... That I'm an artist. They found out that there were no arts on my page after the abduction. But they didn't know the password from my page. The only way for them to know it was to create a clone of me. But something went wrong in the laboratory... He is a dog-lover, too. And also they accidentally added more copying of Grypwolf's style. And now listen. He is NOT ME. DO NOT believe him! He will do everything that I do, maybe he even write a journal about why I was absent. DO NOT READ THIS. I WAS ABSENT ONLY BECAUSE THEY HAVE FUCKING ABDUCTED ME! Oh no... They are coming for me... My friends... If I will ever come back... I will find my clone. And I will kill him. But everything you have now is he. BUT DO NOT. BELIEVE. ANYTHING THAT HE SAYS... And also, please, buy the new single from my dear friend Neflik. I know I'm fucked up now but nigga payed for PR." -transmission end.

Art Trade
Hello my darlings! You may have some questions about why I was absent here on dA dor such a long period of time (a month! woo) and haven't been posting anything. Well... A lot of stuff happened. I think I'll tell everything in a journal later. Now about artzzz. Ok ok I'm trying to get back on track. And I hope I'll be drawing moreoften. And everybody will be happy, ye? Now about the art by itself. I didn't know what to draw at all, I'm being honest xD Buuut then I referenced a photo (that I have lost, fuck). I started with no enthusiasm (I also had the most terrible artblock of 2k16 that time) but then... Well, I'd like to mention that the most important thing during any artblock is just to sit and create, not to lay down and cry. That's just... How it works. And when it came to shading I really started to enjoy the process (: And this character I've chosen is so ahh, he looks so cute and innocent hahah. ALSO, could anyone tell me, why do so many people think that shading white characters is so hard?.. By the way, I hope you like it! I also used random picture of sparks that I found in Google images because I'm a lazy fuck.
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Воу, прикиньте, я не умер. А жаль... Мне уже реально начинает казаться, что из-за моего уровня саркастичности некоторых высказываний, часть людей начинают меня недолюбливать, так как воспринимают это всерьез. Заканчивайте. Ну, да не о том. Как вы знаете, товарищи школьники, учебный год начался примерно полтора месяца назад. Так как то, что у меня были некие проблемы с переключением биологического режима сна, а также пар стало больше, все дела, будет звучать как оправдание, то я просто скажу, что я бухал. НО. Теперь я постепенно встраиваюсь обратно в рабочую среду, и все скоро будет так, как и раньше (хотя бы по арту в неделю). Да, мне тоже честно стыдно, что я иногда забрасываю соц. сети, в которых я обитаю, но... Я такой же человек, как и вы. Что-то меня не туда понесло xD В общем, снова спасибо тем, кто все еще не отписался и ждет артов, так как я начинал этот рисунок, как что-то совершенно стандартно-халтурное, но в итоге захотел сделать камбек и малость увлекся с шейдингом. Да, я снова спиздил анатомию с фото, которое я утерял. Да, каюсь, но некоторые вообще соединяют несколько фотографий в ФШ и выдают это за ориг. контент, так чтооо... Ну, вы поняли. Надеюсь, что постарался не зря с:


Volinfer - ART  |  CHARACTER - Queerfool
IPAD PRO 9.7 - PLATFORM  |  TABLET - APPLE PENCIL
PROCREATE - PROGRAM  |  EDITED - VSCO
18HRS - TIME  |  LAYERS - 19